Saturday, December 1, 2012

Just To Never Let You Go

A bright morning....
My heart beats just for searching someone today....
A little skeptical what it could be....
I walk along the sea.....
It was calm and soothing unlike my heart which kept russtling....
I look around to find a being...
None I could find ,yet I felt to go on just to gather some more vastness of the sea....
I gradually thought- "Once I was a little girl,I dreamt of dolls,
a house with swings over the clouds,
a magic pencil which could dress me up beautifully,
a gentleman rather a prince who rides me away to distant lands...."
Today I dream of being an independent one,successful n honoured,
Yet again I still dream of  a man  who walks by my side under this sky promising to get stars....
A man who holds my hands and takes vows to spend a lifetime....
In a  white gown and lilies aroundand just the same town....
I move along the sea waves engulfed in these thoughts....
I am taken aback when I see someone far in the storm...
I frantically walk away in opposite direction....
I could hear the being far off heading close
Closer n closer...
I feel a lump in my throat,thirsty,tired...
And suddenly someone holds me from behind......
I try to pull myself away.....
Astonished..I am free at once.....
I look back to find who was it...
A man stood high,
His smile caught me,
His eyes gripped me hard....
Trembling I ask-"who are you?"
He again smiled,this time it was dissapointing....
He said-I am the one u looked,dreamt for all this while....
I held u in my arms moments back....
Just to never let u go....
He started moving away....
I said-"dont go,I coudnt recognise but I know u are mine..
He waved me off saying-"Yes I was yours
,but u just lost me moments behind"

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Still Incomplete,As am away from home



 I bend down to discover some unseen pictures..
 A lady happily holding me in her arms..
 Caressing me with her palm..
Yes now I owe an expensive bed to hold me... And a big house with a dome...
Still Incomplete,As am away from home....

I glide through the passage,
Hurriedly checking my watch......
Breakfast all ready at the table I could pick an apple...
Yet i move on with hunger...
Coz no signs of my mother's voice from behind is shown....
Still Incomplete,As am away from home....

I could see the tiny drops of water,
 dripping from the window sil...
Monsoons have arrived, And i stand the same-'Drenched in rain'......
Yet someone wasn't beside to wipe off my wet hair....
Though loved the falling leaves and breeze being flown....
Still Incomplete,As am away from home...

Engrossed in work,suddenly I look around....
And find a little kid holding on to his dad....
He finds everything fantasizing in this real world, until he holds on tight....
I stand ALONE,rich enough to lay down fantasies in this real world...
Yet the fantasies I have never found or owned.... Still Incomplete,As am away from home...

Phones,mails,skype,letters.....
Though the distance reduced...
Yet I feel far....
Throat choked,pain runs down my veins....
A tear trickles down my eyes...
I wanna go back home...
Coz this life journey knocks me down and disowns...
Still Incomplete,As am away from home...

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

TRUE LIES...

Life was a FANTASY,
until i knew what love is....

Life was a DREAM,
until i found you by my side...

Life was a MELODRAMA,
when priorities outweighed love....

Life was like a SEAMLESS ocean,
when the love faded away....

But LIFE now has more meaning coz.....
"the fantasizing dream taught me
how naive i was......
To dream a LIE...
To admire a MIRAGE....
To believe the hollow eyes...
To rely on the fake smile....

Yet i see another DREAM...
Yet so beautiful than "the true lies"

Thursday, November 11, 2010

FOR ALL THOSE WHO BELEIVE IN LOVE TO LIVE...AND LIVE TO LOVE...


ONLY YOU

This heart longed for you...
yearned for you...
My soul lingered around in blue...
The young bright eyes already loosing charm...
The expectations diminished from peak anguish to calm....
The sudden tears have already subsided....
And the soul has refused to be abided...
but this synical mind has bountiful questions...
Questions turning my being upside down...
Proving the deeper love spurious around...
yet this HOPE.....
I ask you god ..."was hope sent to earth for the ones who loved....
For the ones who glided along the most dangerous shores of love and life.."
And god replied..my child -"hope was sent to earth to keep the spirit of love alive"

Friday, September 24, 2010

"HUMANITY"- MY , YOUR, OUR RELIGION....

My college lies in the outskirts of the city where it's rare to find even an autorickshaw.In my last 3 years of engineering,i was most pissed when i had to travel all the way from college to home boarding the public transport.But gradually,though a bit late i realised that the true essence of my country,my city and its people does not confine itself within the 5 star hotels,luxurious cars,or huge museums.But its true beauty lies on the streets,among the most simple people,magic vans and mini buses,the almost shattered tea stalls and much more.

So the other day i boarded one of the public buses outside the college and my journey began with the least possible enthusiasm.But this journey knew its destiny of teaching my mind the most valuable ethic of my life.On my way i saw the roads were confided on both sides by the huge pandals and colourful lights and amidst them the magnificent and colourful idols of lord ganesha.When my bus halted for sometime,i looked outside the window with the most dumb expressions on my face,when i saw a little girl in her school uniform enthusiastically entering one of the pandals to offer her prayers.At the same time an old beggar with tattered clothes entered the same pandal.A few minutes later a well dressed man got out of his shining black luxury car to visit the pandal.At a distance i could see them with folded hands, sharing the same pedestal to offer their prayers.
Though the site may appear normal but somewhere it struck my mind.The site in its most naive form signified one thing that"god does not discriminate between the young and the old,the rich and the poor,the low and the high caste but it accepts the prayers offered to him with true hearts and pure souls.
The supreme power unbounds all the boundaries of religions, castes,kings and the slaves created by man and give regards to only one religion "the religion of being human and humanity".


Then why do we fight over temples or mosques?Why religion is ample enough for dividing the people ?Why our country doesnt live upto its honour of being one of the largest secular nation?Why the most dreadful riots in our country are communal?

The answers to all these questions lie deep within each one of us.And a minute of introspection would reveal the instances of joy and togetherness i share,you share,and above all we share irrespective of the religion we belong to.

The impeccable example of this was the sight on the day when "ganesh chaturthi" and "eid" fell on the same day.It was an awesome sight in the local markets to see on one hand the colourful idols of lord ganesha and on the other hand the aroma of sivaiyans and kheer engulfing the whole view.

I ,YOU AND WE ALL relish eating biryani,sheer korma and kheer on eid the same way as we all enjoy bursting crackers and carving rangolis on diwali,dancing happily on lohri while waiting eagerly for our beloved santa claus and christmas.

This panoramic view of varied culture,festivals,people,traditions,food,clothes etc can only be seen and felt here in "INDIA".The most important aspect we witness along with the diversity are our ethical values of love ,respect for each other and harmony that are comman irrespective of the borders of caste,creed,sex or religion.

"So it is our solemn duty to breathe the diversity,to grow with the comman ethics and adopt HUMANITY as our religion.

AS it is rightly said....
"mazhab nhi sikhata aapas mey bair karna....
hindi hai hum,hindi hai hum
HINDUSTAN HUMARA"


JAI HIND!

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

MODERNISATION IT IS....."

A DECADE back the world wasn't so small,the long distances had their captivating stay in each sphere of mans life,starting from the accessibility to various commodities,the world events,the developments across the globe,the varied exotic cuisines,the diverse people,and of course even human relationships were not left untouched .
It was merely the advent of technology,emergence of the world wide web and the internet which forced the world to shrink to an extent that human brain never imagined. Globalisation has established its roots all around the world.Among the various countries of the world INDIA is holding up a firm stand in every possible sphere ranging from IT sector,software industry,foreign trade,sports,and the list goes on.There's a further and a peculiar addition to the list is "seeking of indian brides "by the world.I may sound weird to most of you but i am sure none can contradict  it.
A recent incidence came up when one of my dad's friend was looking for "indian girls " fr his son.My dad asked him.."your son has been born and brought up in d west,then why do you search for an indian girl as his wife.
He briskly replied "because i want the allure of my country to be alive in my grandchildren"...
i want them to adopt the same culture ,the values,the religious ethics imbibed in me by my mother...
He nostalgically said "i still have that sight fresh when my mother used to be draped in those starched cotton sarees,and the jingle hymes in praise of god,the aroma of the incense sticks in every corner of the house and each morning was indeed beautiful.
Though each bit of above reminds us of our mothers ,grandmothers but at the same time it may seem to most of us as an exaggerated discussion as the the "young minds" may not adhere to even a part of the above picturesque of an "INDIAN BRIDE"

"MODERNITY has paved its way in our blood the same way as corruption has set in our politics.
I being a proud and a pragmatic youth of this generation surely comply with the fact that one needs to change and adapt with the changing times and move ahead .
But MOVING AHEAD means root out the age old indian practices of "dahej",widow ill treatment,female infanticide,female exploitation etc.
MOVING AHEAD means transforming the still prevalent "male chauvinist society"and orthodox mentality that "women are less than men" .
But mostly we are moving ahead and adapting partial vulgarity,disrespect of elders,deterioration of ethics and values and above all creating a set of youth who brainlessly adept the western culture and name it as "modernisation"
MODERNISATION is no way near to adapting the gray shades of western culture".Rather modernisation in its actual sense means moving towards a state of mind and thoughts of liberalization,pragmatic approach along with keeping the indianness alive.
So an honest appeal to all the young minds....
"
Until the indianess is alive...
until the ethics rule our mind...
until spiritualism is the energy behind our souls...
until blessings of elders is foremost important...
until then INDIA IN ITS VERY BEING IS ALIVE AND READY TO RULE THE WORLD......

JAI HIND..!!!!!

Friday, August 13, 2010

when life is engulfed among the cobwebs of life...still some people r always needed and missed....dedicated to all dose....

I NEEDED YOU...!!!!!!!!!!!


It was a monday morning...
The week starts and the work's calling...
The notes all made,the efforts all played...
The spirits all high to rise and fly....
but for those wings-"I NEEDED YOU"

Dressed in those best attires..
The lucky colours...those high stilletoes...
The perfect liner and the perfect shades...
but for that "compliment" accompnying my departure...
"I NEEDED YOU"

I rose high among the crowd..
Whn the people dwelled there eyes on me..
With cladded prenotions..some indiffrent eyes...
The perfect plastic smiles and clever lies...
those confirmatory handshakes and a formal embrace..
but for those close cuddle n sudden hugs...
"I NEEDED YOU"


When the world saw my confidence at heights...
Gracefulness garnished with a brimming smile...
The pedestal all set 2 felicitate the showman..
behind all that...my hands trembled..my heart skipped..
my soul hassled...and when i missed that hand that held mine for ease...
"I NEEDED YOU"

When my life was picture perfect...
Those rare zeniths all at my feet...
The world all around to admire
and stay fr the pompous treat...
I stood there at awe...sailing in the serene sea..
but that impeccable "navigator" i missed the most...
"I NEEDED YOU"