Saturday, December 1, 2012

Just To Never Let You Go

A bright morning....
My heart beats just for searching someone today....
A little skeptical what it could be....
I walk along the sea.....
It was calm and soothing unlike my heart which kept russtling....
I look around to find a being...
None I could find ,yet I felt to go on just to gather some more vastness of the sea....
I gradually thought- "Once I was a little girl,I dreamt of dolls,
a house with swings over the clouds,
a magic pencil which could dress me up beautifully,
a gentleman rather a prince who rides me away to distant lands...."
Today I dream of being an independent one,successful n honoured,
Yet again I still dream of  a man  who walks by my side under this sky promising to get stars....
A man who holds my hands and takes vows to spend a lifetime....
In a  white gown and lilies aroundand just the same town....
I move along the sea waves engulfed in these thoughts....
I am taken aback when I see someone far in the storm...
I frantically walk away in opposite direction....
I could hear the being far off heading close
Closer n closer...
I feel a lump in my throat,thirsty,tired...
And suddenly someone holds me from behind......
I try to pull myself away.....
Astonished..I am free at once.....
I look back to find who was it...
A man stood high,
His smile caught me,
His eyes gripped me hard....
Trembling I ask-"who are you?"
He again smiled,this time it was dissapointing....
He said-I am the one u looked,dreamt for all this while....
I held u in my arms moments back....
Just to never let u go....
He started moving away....
I said-"dont go,I coudnt recognise but I know u are mine..
He waved me off saying-"Yes I was yours
,but u just lost me moments behind"

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Still Incomplete,As am away from home



 I bend down to discover some unseen pictures..
 A lady happily holding me in her arms..
 Caressing me with her palm..
Yes now I owe an expensive bed to hold me... And a big house with a dome...
Still Incomplete,As am away from home....

I glide through the passage,
Hurriedly checking my watch......
Breakfast all ready at the table I could pick an apple...
Yet i move on with hunger...
Coz no signs of my mother's voice from behind is shown....
Still Incomplete,As am away from home....

I could see the tiny drops of water,
 dripping from the window sil...
Monsoons have arrived, And i stand the same-'Drenched in rain'......
Yet someone wasn't beside to wipe off my wet hair....
Though loved the falling leaves and breeze being flown....
Still Incomplete,As am away from home...

Engrossed in work,suddenly I look around....
And find a little kid holding on to his dad....
He finds everything fantasizing in this real world, until he holds on tight....
I stand ALONE,rich enough to lay down fantasies in this real world...
Yet the fantasies I have never found or owned.... Still Incomplete,As am away from home...

Phones,mails,skype,letters.....
Though the distance reduced...
Yet I feel far....
Throat choked,pain runs down my veins....
A tear trickles down my eyes...
I wanna go back home...
Coz this life journey knocks me down and disowns...
Still Incomplete,As am away from home...