FOR ALL THOSE WHO BELEIVE IN LOVE TO LIVE...AND LIVE TO LOVE...

ONLY YOU

This heart longed for you...
yearned for you...
My soul lingered around in blue...
The young bright eyes already loosing charm...
The expectations diminished from peak anguish to calm....
The sudden tears have already subsided....
And the soul has refused to be abided...
but this synical mind has bountiful questions...
Questions turning my being upside down...
Proving the deeper love spurious around...
yet this HOPE.....
I ask you god ..."was hope sent to earth for the ones who loved....
For the ones who glided along the most dangerous shores of love and life.."
And god replied..my child -"hope was sent to earth to keep the spirit of love alive"

"HUMANITY"- MY , YOUR, OUR RELIGION....

My college lies in the outskirts of the city where it's rare to find even an autorickshaw.In my last 3 years of engineering,i was most pissed when i had to travel all the way from college to home boarding the public transport.But gradually,though a bit late i realised that the true essence of my country,my city and its people does not confine itself within the 5 star hotels,luxurious cars,or huge museums.But its true beauty lies on the streets,among the most simple people,magic vans and mini buses,the almost shattered tea stalls and much more.

So the other day i boarded one of the public buses outside the college and my journey began with the least possible enthusiasm.But this journey knew its destiny of teaching my mind the most valuable ethic of my life.On my way i saw the roads were confided on both sides by the huge pandals and colourful lights and amidst them the magnificent and colourful idols of lord ganesha.When my bus halted for sometime,i looked outside the window with the most dumb expressions on my face,when i saw a little girl in her school uniform enthusiastically entering one of the pandals to offer her prayers.At the same time an old beggar with tattered clothes entered the same pandal.A few minutes later a well dressed man got out of his shining black luxury car to visit the pandal.At a distance i could see them with folded hands, sharing the same pedestal to offer their prayers.
Though the site may appear normal but somewhere it struck my mind.The site in its most naive form signified one thing that"god does not discriminate between the young and the old,the rich and the poor,the low and the high caste but it accepts the prayers offered to him with true hearts and pure souls.
The supreme power unbounds all the boundaries of religions, castes,kings and the slaves created by man and give regards to only one religion "the religion of being human and humanity".


Then why do we fight over temples or mosques?Why religion is ample enough for dividing the people ?Why our country doesnt live upto its honour of being one of the largest secular nation?Why the most dreadful riots in our country are communal?

The answers to all these questions lie deep within each one of us.And a minute of introspection would reveal the instances of joy and togetherness i share,you share,and above all we share irrespective of the religion we belong to.

The impeccable example of this was the sight on the day when "ganesh chaturthi" and "eid" fell on the same day.It was an awesome sight in the local markets to see on one hand the colourful idols of lord ganesha and on the other hand the aroma of sivaiyans and kheer engulfing the whole view.

I ,YOU AND WE ALL relish eating biryani,sheer korma and kheer on eid the same way as we all enjoy bursting crackers and carving rangolis on diwali,dancing happily on lohri while waiting eagerly for our beloved santa claus and christmas.

This panoramic view of varied culture,festivals,people,traditions,food,clothes etc can only be seen and felt here in "INDIA".The most important aspect we witness along with the diversity are our ethical values of love ,respect for each other and harmony that are comman irrespective of the borders of caste,creed,sex or religion.

"So it is our solemn duty to breathe the diversity,to grow with the comman ethics and adopt HUMANITY as our religion.

AS it is rightly said....
"mazhab nhi sikhata aapas mey bair karna....
hindi hai hum,hindi hai hum
HINDUSTAN HUMARA"

JAI HIND!

MODERNISATION IT IS....."

A DECADE back the world wasn't so small,the long distances had their captivating stay in each sphere of mans life,starting from the accessibility to various commodities,the world events,the developments across the globe,the varied exotic cuisines,the diverse people,and of course even human relationships were not left untouched .
It was merely the advent of technology,emergence of the world wide web and the internet which forced the world to shrink to an extent that human brain never imagined. Globalisation has established its roots all around the world.Among the various countries of the world INDIA is holding up a firm stand in every possible sphere ranging from IT sector,software industry,foreign trade,sports,and the list goes on.There's a further and a peculiar addition to the list is "seeking of indian brides "by the world.I may sound weird to most of you but i am sure none can contradict  it.
A recent incidence came up when one of my dad's friend was looking for "indian girls " fr his son.My dad asked him.."your son has been born and brought up in d west,then why do you search for an indian girl as his wife.
He briskly replied "because i want the allure of my country to be alive in my grandchildren"...
i want them to adopt the same culture ,the values,the religious ethics imbibed in me by my mother...
He nostalgically said "i still have that sight fresh when my mother used to be draped in those starched cotton sarees,and the jingle hymes in praise of god,the aroma of the incense sticks in every corner of the house and each morning was indeed beautiful.
Though each bit of above reminds us of our mothers ,grandmothers but at the same time it may seem to most of us as an exaggerated discussion as the the "young minds" may not adhere to even a part of the above picturesque of an "INDIAN BRIDE"

"MODERNITY has paved its way in our blood the same way as corruption has set in our politics.
I being a proud and a pragmatic youth of this generation surely comply with the fact that one needs to change and adapt with the changing times and move ahead .
But MOVING AHEAD means root out the age old indian practices of "dahej",widow ill treatment,female infanticide,female exploitation etc.
MOVING AHEAD means transforming the still prevalent "male chauvinist society"and orthodox mentality that "women are less than men" .
But mostly we are moving ahead and adapting partial vulgarity,disrespect of elders,deterioration of ethics and values and above all creating a set of youth who brainlessly adept the western culture and name it as "modernisation"
MODERNISATION is no way near to adapting the gray shades of western culture".Rather modernisation in its actual sense means moving towards a state of mind and thoughts of liberalization,pragmatic approach along with keeping the indianness alive.
So an honest appeal to all the young minds....
"
Until the indianess is alive...
until the ethics rule our mind...
until spiritualism is the energy behind our souls...
until blessings of elders is foremost important...
until then INDIA IN ITS VERY BEING IS ALIVE AND READY TO RULE THE WORLD......

JAI HIND..!!!!!

when life is engulfed among the cobwebs of life...still some people r always needed and missed....dedicated to all dose....

I NEEDED YOU...!!!!!!!!!!!


It was a monday morning...
The week starts and the work's calling...
The notes all made,the efforts all played...
The spirits all high to rise and fly....
but for those wings-"I NEEDED YOU"

Dressed in those best attires..
The lucky colours...those high stilletoes...
The perfect liner and the perfect shades...
but for that "compliment" accompnying my departure...
"I NEEDED YOU"

I rose high among the crowd..
Whn the people dwelled there eyes on me..
With cladded prenotions..some indiffrent eyes...
The perfect plastic smiles and clever lies...
those confirmatory handshakes and a formal embrace..
but for those close cuddle n sudden hugs...
"I NEEDED YOU"


When the world saw my confidence at heights...
Gracefulness garnished with a brimming smile...
The pedestal all set 2 felicitate the showman..
behind all that...my hands trembled..my heart skipped..
my soul hassled...and when i missed that hand that held mine for ease...
"I NEEDED YOU"

When my life was picture perfect...
Those rare zeniths all at my feet...
The world all around to admire
and stay fr the pompous treat...
I stood there at awe...sailing in the serene sea..
but that impeccable "navigator" i missed the most...
"I NEEDED YOU"

BAD LUCK had its way...but we made ours.....

It was just merely d second day of d week "tuesday" but i was completely low in spirits to be in college,and d same low spirits hovered over my friends.But we were there coz we heard it was compulsory to b dere in college.And tatz y we gave our valuable presence...:-)...

But deres something that drives us crazy after d 4th lecture coz we just want to get out of the college at any cost.But i specify"for all dose who dont knw""getting out of d college requires a
1.big heart
2. suffer insults from d respectable watchmans.
2.some money for bribery.
3.some kind of jugad that never works for us though.
4.some amount of gud luck which we can never have n neithr had it today.

And so with the above two things in our hands and the 3rd tat never works i and 2 of my friends decided 2 get out.And for today we tried our fate at d back most gate.And there we reached 2 meet "his highness"....usualy known as the "watchman".We asked...we pleaded.....we bribed and begged ,but "his highness" said no...A BIG NO...BUT then, after a lot of efforts, he said he would let us out at 2:45.And it ws just 2 o clock,we somehow managed 2 pass those 45min in the canteen 2 reappear in front of "his highness" for our liberty from the colg.And there we were sharp at 2:45.But from here our bad luck started.And to our surprise when we reached there the watchman had changed his duty.A new "his highness appeared" there.So again we started convincing him but he was a gud chap.He said in a cool tone"go go"and we had all d thank you's for him.
But MR FATE still unsatisfied had itz play on us.When we were brimming with joy coz we just stepped out of college when "d man with the red turban" who is the head of the watchmans saw us.AND shouted "oaaaaaaaaa"and we with trembling legs ran like pt usha's ,without even giving a thought that:wat if he catches us"...but aftr all mr fate had itz way n we had to make ours and so we ran and ran and ran until some of boys coming from the opposite direction informed us "stop...now none is coming"And we stopped but our bodies had no clue what we were upto...running like insanes at 3'o clock in d afternoon with the temperature of the day as 41 degrees.We managed 2 somehow come back to ease when we discovered a new challenge.And d challenge was that to escape from d watchman's head we had ran in the opposite direction and took the longest possible route that lead us to the main highway.And above this one of ma friends vehicle was parked near the main gate of college and even if the watchman sees us there ,we will be bullied big time.So to overcome all this i and one of my friend decided to wait at a distance outside main gate and asked our 3rd friend to go n get the vehicle.You may be thinking why her and why not us?? It is because as she is popularly titled as "bhagwan ki bachi" by one of us,and we have a beleif tat she escapes trouble easily which is definitely not the case with us.

So she went and we waited with crossed fingers each of us thinking"yaar phas na jaye",but there she came and we were delighted 2 see her and satisfied that finally our efforts were fruitful.We slowly and in a relaxed state dumped our bags here and there coz after all the tripling schemes had to be adopted on a single scooty.But as i said"mr fate still unsatisfied with us made itz way again". A guy in a white tshirt on a bike came near and near and near and suddenly one of my friend shouted "oyeee lal batti".He was none other than our discipline officer whom we tried to escape throughout the college campus but mr fate made us meet him outside the college when we were already ignorant about any more upcoming dangers.And here he came close and asked us "kaise nikle colg se ".And we with our trembling bodies tried to ignore him but he had all plans to catch us and thrash us.I sat on d scooty and both of ma friends behind .Then one of my friend shouted "start kar gadi"n when i forwarded my hand to do it the key wasnt dere...ohh god and laal batti was near parking his bike juz a few steps away and i shouted "abey chabi de"and she drove her hands here n there in the air like a magician"abey chabbbi kahan hai"and finally she got the keys from somewhere from the back lock.And passed it to me."Laal batti was near and near and was just 5 steps away with his back towards us, when i inserted the keys with trembling hands and took gods name and pressed the start button.And our scooty started at once and i picked up full speed and that to when our scooty had less and almost no brakes.And until laal batti turned his head towards us "we were faaaaar offf"waving a hand 2 him and bursting out in laughters coz finally "we defeated our bad lucks n made our ways through".

"TRULY IN LOVING MEMORY OF THE WIERDEST,LOVLIEST AND THE MOST ADORABLE CREATURES OF MY LIFE"

DEDICATED TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO DARE 2 DREAM DIFFRENT N CREATE A WORLD OF DERE OWN....

ITS A SURREAL WORLD..AND I LIVE THERE ON MY OWN...

This world of mine seems beautiful....
free from formalities and being dutiful...
all wordly problems overseen and blown...
coz its a surreal world...
and i live there on my own...

The morning glares its beauty.....
The sun stands in awe and duty...
The birds create a magical vibe...
The trees dress like a beautiful bride... the bushes all flown...
coz its a surreal world....
and i live there on my own...

This world works on principles..
happiness is treasured...
while misery is prisoned...
love plays the judge...
while hatred acts the convict...
ego is buried...
while self respect is grown...
coz its a surreal world...
i l live there on my own...

This world confides with my luved ones...
those who have been there at times unmeasured..
even those whom i wish 2 stay by my side pleasured...
things dont hurt as here is the place i feel like a princess...
always served..honoured....adored and flattered...

There may b times this world witnesses my tears...
swollen eyes n drooping ears..
not for betrayal....not for a loss...
but for a tree who sheds its leaves and mourns...
coz this is a surreal world..
and i l live there on my own...

Yes...thats the world where i reside...
where i fly with wings and play with my plight...
itz all about me and the luv beside...
i sing with the tress....
and dance with there guide..
the world seems peculiar...
but the dareful sight all shown...
coz itz a surreal world..
and i live there on my own...

DEDICATED 2 ALL D MOTHERS...

It was when i luved cuddling in ma bed..
when the weather was harsh enuf 2 miss school..
when yestrday's homework was still out of place...
ma mum's gentle hands kept me at daze...

It was when the exam fever was on fire....
when sleepless nights and tired eyes were prior...
when every topic seems 2 have no clue..
ma mum still managed 2 say"beta sleep...itz almost morning dew..."

It was the time i entered the teenage soul...
when ma friends..movies..crushes...made ma life whole..
when ma mum din make a part of most of ma things n was ignored...
but she was still dere 2 tel me "itz tyme fr you to b cautious and learn abt d world 2 d core"

It was when my mind was hovered with ma dreams...
i saw my self as a renowned officer and smtymes nothing important and keen..
whn i myself lost my faith 2 become somethng in the crowd..
she still said.."sweetheart i know ,one day you l make me proud..."

It was when the times were harsh n tough..
when everythng was lost in the dark and the world seems 2 bluff..
when tears made a permanent stay n the smile faded away..
but ma mums tight hug revealed"d world is still a better place"

You were alwayz dere mom...at tymes infinite..
and feelings unexpressed...
at sleepless nights..
n faces uncaressed...
but still i manage 2 juz say dis mom.."i love you for all that you did..fr all that you do...n for d infinite gestures i luk forward from you in the future.."
it is you and only your presence that has made my life "BEAUTIFUL"

DEDICATED TO A SPECIAL FRIEND...

Sometymes ago,i received a treasure..
And it came in d form of a friend..
n tatz u...
Initialy it ws a treasure unnoticed n unvalued,
Until d tym tat showed me tat even d diamonds lose dere value with tyme if not treasured n secured....

Dose were d tymes i realised tat unknowingly i depended on u for every small bit i did...
For every small mishap i made..
For every grudge i had..
For every bit of my lyf...

And now u r so important to me..
and i want to thank you for whateva memories we created..
Whnever i see u i m reminded of myself....

TOGETHR we have done so much,
SEEN so much,
FELT so much,
WITH a knowing smile,
I luk back at d shared tymes
AND all d things tat only you and i knw,
NOW i knOw tat even ma low voice haunts u to find d reason tat makes me unhappy,
EVEN my facebook status makes you call me n ask d reason for it,
ALL DESE GESTURE OF URZ REALY MAKE MY LIFE SPECIAL....

I luk ahead 2 d future when u wud no more b here...
I luk ahead 2 d tymes when our career n personal lyf wud make things difficult...
I luk ahead 2 d tymes when keepin in touch wud mean calling business associates..
I luk ahead 2 d tymes when d cobwebs of lyf wud make us forget each others bdayz..
BUT STILL WITH GREAT HOPES N EXPECTATIONS
I STILL luk ahead 2 d tymes and things tat only u n i will share..
D IGNORANT gestures tat only we will feel....

YOU not only put a SMILE on ma face..
BUT you put a SMILE in ma HEART..
THANKS FOR BEING DERE MA FREND.....

u were dere??????

In dose evenings at my roof..
when i struggled through my thoths...
with bright eyes that just dreamt of you...
and someone called from behind..
i know you were there....

In my dreams of love..
when someone used to love me...
and...just love me....
i know you were there...

In those lonely nights...
when someone used to come...
and wipe away my tears...
i know you were there...

In those sleepless nights..
when tough times hovered my thoughts..
and someone whispered in my ears"i am there for you"
i know you were there....

In those moments of ecstasy..
when someone rolled his arms tightly..
and shared every bit of my happiness...
i know you were there...

In dose foggy mornings...
when someone used to wake me up...
n my little discomfort made him say"u can sleep more sweetheart"
i know u were there....

U were there dear....you were there....
with me at all d good times...
but d time i desperately needed you..
i cant make a search for you...

those times when your answering the call...
was more important than finding the solution..
my tears couldn't make it for you...
my loneliness couldn't find you....
those times when i loved you...

and now when i get up...
i already feel d goosebumps on my arms...
n the tears rolling down...
and i suddenly realize tat"IT WAS JUST A DREAM"

My heart and soul still face the emotional havocs of d dream i saw...
a dream that makes me live my life every night i see it...
and i have no answers to that...
but just to wait to see some more the next day......

first thought.....

hii people...
dis is d first time ever m attempting 2 write a blog and express my thoughts which previously confided in my personal diary or a part of it as expressed in my facebook status
Bt then one of my closest buddies said one day "dont waste ur thoughts on facebook but let it spread through masses"
So i m here to share things closest to my heart,my experiences ,and d things i truly beleive in....
D THINGS MAY ACT AS AN SIMPLE PIECE OF THOT FR SOME,FOR SOME IT MAY B THINGS LINKED WITH THERE LIVES,IT MAY B AN INSPIRATION FOR SOME ,OR JUZ ANOTHER BLOG FOR SOME.....
Bt i hope n endevour 2 affect each ones life and even if i m successful a bit....i would feel that i gained fruitfull results.....
.....LOTZ OF GUD WISHES N PRAYERS FOR D MASSES N ALSO FOR MYSELF TAT I FULLFILL MY OWN EXPECTATIONS WD MYSELF.....