u were dere??????

In dose evenings at my roof..
when i struggled through my thoths...
with bright eyes that just dreamt of you...
and someone called from behind..
i know you were there....

In my dreams of love..
when someone used to love me...
and...just love me....
i know you were there...

In those lonely nights...
when someone used to come...
and wipe away my tears...
i know you were there...

In those sleepless nights..
when tough times hovered my thoughts..
and someone whispered in my ears"i am there for you"
i know you were there....

In those moments of ecstasy..
when someone rolled his arms tightly..
and shared every bit of my happiness...
i know you were there...

In dose foggy mornings...
when someone used to wake me up...
n my little discomfort made him say"u can sleep more sweetheart"
i know u were there....

U were there dear....you were there....
with me at all d good times...
but d time i desperately needed you..
i cant make a search for you...

those times when your answering the call...
was more important than finding the solution..
my tears couldn't make it for you...
my loneliness couldn't find you....
those times when i loved you...

and now when i get up...
i already feel d goosebumps on my arms...
n the tears rolling down...
and i suddenly realize tat"IT WAS JUST A DREAM"

My heart and soul still face the emotional havocs of d dream i saw...
a dream that makes me live my life every night i see it...
and i have no answers to that...
but just to wait to see some more the next day......